he stands along the beach,
staring far off the distance.
staring at the setting sun,
he slowly drifts into the water.
he wanders without a thought,
just slowly wandering, aimlessly forward
he looks down, looking down below him,
he sees the waves brush against his feet,
all he feels is his hope slowly washing away.
he strides silently forward,
forward into the cold sea,
forgetting all reason,
all he feels is emptiness.
he treads further on,
turning his back on his past,
ignoring all advice,
he seeks to live a new life.
guess i havent use this blog in eternity. shrugs. one by one all my frens are leaving. on and on i keep makin the same mistake. i hate myself. yes i do. I've been surpressing so many things that it jus hruts so much. i wonder who will even bother to read this.
Maybe im takin things too seriously. but it sucks. i hate msyelf i hate msyelf i hate msyelf i hate msyelf i hate msyelf i hate msyelf i hate msyelf i hate msyelf i hate msyelf i hate msyelf i hate msyelf i hate msyelf i hate msyelf i hate msyelf i hate msyelf i hate msyelf i hate msyelf i hate msyelf i hate msyelf i hate msyelf i hate msyelf i hate msyelf i hate msyelf i hate msyelf i hate msyelf i hate msyelf i hate msyelf i hate msyelf i hate msyelf i hate msyelf i hate msyelf i hate msyelf i hate msyelf i hate msyelf i hate msyelf i hate msyelf i hate msyelf i hate msyelf i hate msyelf i hate msyelf i hate msyelf i hate msyelf i hate msyelf i hate msyelf i hate msyelf i hate msyelf i hate msyelf i hate msyelf i hate msyelf i hate msyelf i hate msyelf i hate msyelf i hate msyelf i hate msyelf i hate msyelf i hate msyelf i hate msyelf i hate msyelf i hate msyelf i hate msyelf i hate msyelf i hate msyelf i hate msyelf i hate msyelf i hate msyelf i hate msyelf i hate msyelf i hate msyelf i hate msyelf i hate msyelf i hate msyelf i hate msyelf i hate msyelf i hate msyelf i hate msyelf i hate msyelf i hate msyelf i hate msyelf i hate msyelf i hate msyelf i hate msyelf i hate msyelf i hate msyelf i hate msyelf i hate msyelf i hate msyelf i hate msyelf i hate msyelf i hate msyelf i hate msyelf i hate msyelf i hate msyelf i hate msyelf i hate msyelf i hate msyelf i hate msyelf i hate msyelf i hate msyelf i hate msyelf i hate msyelf i hate msyelf i hate msyelf i hate msyelf i hate msyelf i hate msyelf i hate msyelf i hate msyelf i hate msyelf i hate msyelf i hate msyelf i hate msyelf i hate msyelf i hate msyelf i hate msyelf i hate msyelf i hate msyelf i hate msyelf i hate msyelf i hate msyelf i hate msyelf i hate msyelf i hate msyelf
i made cyn angry
i mdae amy angry
i made her angry
i made duno how many more people angry.
why?
becos im so insensitive
i'm become to self centered
i try to be nice
but i guess i'm always such a loser
maybe maybe jus maybe
ayuzero went searching for the answer at 9:04 PM
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