he stands along the beach,
staring far off the distance.
staring at the setting sun,
he slowly drifts into the water.
he wanders without a thought,
just slowly wandering, aimlessly forward
he looks down, looking down below him,
he sees the waves brush against his feet,
all he feels is his hope slowly washing away.
he strides silently forward,
forward into the cold sea,
forgetting all reason,
all he feels is emptiness.
he treads further on,
turning his back on his past,
ignoring all advice,
he seeks to live a new life.
the silence is sometimes more painful than the truth.
i guess that i have hid behind the silence too. I havent spoken to her for a week already. but it isn't the lognest period where i never spoke to her. but this week seems the longest amount of time. I dunno why but everytime i try to do something, my mind keeps retracing back to her. Since i heard that she made some comment about me, i have been unable to concentrate. I dunno why i just keep brooding over something that i keep telling myself to give up and get over with. I just seems that everytime i try to push her as far away as possible, i end up only wanting to be closer...
Some people search a lifetime to find that moments
maybe i have found that in you
ayuzero went searching for the answer at 9:56 PM
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