he stands along the beach,
staring far off the distance.
staring at the setting sun,
he slowly drifts into the water.
he wanders without a thought,
just slowly wandering, aimlessly forward
he looks down, looking down below him,
he sees the waves brush against his feet,
all he feels is his hope slowly washing away.
he strides silently forward,
forward into the cold sea,
forgetting all reason,
all he feels is emptiness.
he treads further on,
turning his back on his past,
ignoring all advice,
he seeks to live a new life.
I guess that the play that i'm doing for drama kinda showed me how i had been living my life alittle bit. I guess that everytime i try to arrange something many things stand in the way. i always try 2 resolve in by making everyone happy. i guess i try to make everyone happy but i nthe end, i feel like i've been deprieved. like i benifited the least. when everyone is happy and smiling i feel the most deflated. i don't understand. i try my best to please everyone yet there are still people that still find fault with me. I tried my best and yet people still keep questioning me, degrading me. everyday presents a new set of problem for me. i guess i try 2 appease and please people too much. maybe i should start caring about myself more i guess.
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